new day tuesday

so after a bunch of fretting it feels like a weight is lifting in at very least dealing with and seeing clearly what is happening in my world. an obvious case of shock to my world here. i have only been here a month and i already have started a career in skin care that may be lucrative and the owner of the clinic seems persistent and positive about establishing me a regular group of people to work on and make money off of. i just have to stay positive and stick with it. i think on saturday christopher and i are going to la luna, a really nice restaurant for my birthday and our anniversary combined, it over looks the beach and sunset and will be a lovely time i am sure. so things here seem very interesting but it does seem that no matter how far you go away from home, your own mental glitches take the same flight and come up now and then regardless of how zen you think you are. my boss as the wellness clinic has advised me to come and sit for an hour every day just to be present and see people and make some connections as people circulate through the space. i will be able to email and blog every day almost. i also will be landscaping more with christopher starting tomorrow and for the next month, at least. we have a very large delivery of plants and statues and such coming in tomorrow to the property so i have to kick it into high gear to help out before abbie leaves. she needs to feel confidant about the new plantings before the rainy season ends. i thik i am losing more weight which totally rocks. and without a lot of gym time. my body just sheds it with my sweat. awesome. more later. bye for now.